dance me to the end of love

end_of__music @ 2005-11-13T22:47:00

2005-11-14T06:46:52Z

Black and white rainbow, you know you ain't acting right
Game show hostess, stabbing every back in sight
The time has come thicker than blood
And make no mistake, I'm a stick in the mud
I'm a kick in your pants and I'm a lump in your throat
And I'm the hassle in your castle, I'm going to jump in your moat
Splash, hypocritical condition the hospital
Makes this mission impossible
Pretty much, I've got no patients left and as a physician or doctor
It puts me in an awkward position
No magician can trick me, or lick me with a cattle whip
So what makes you think you can sink my battleship
We ain't family, drama queen, the camera's rolling
Show me your swollen memories before the moment's stolen
Slow-motion Picasso, wearing the wool socks
And coming with the full clip, I'm sick of this bullshit

happy birthday to me

2005-10-16T02:55:18Z

All eyes on the calendar
Another year I claim of total indifference
To here, the days pile up
With decisions to be made, I'm sure all of them were wrong
Into this song I send myself
And with these drinks I plan to collapse
And forget this wasted year, these wasted years
Devoted friends, they disappear
And I'm sorry about the phone call and needing you
Some decisions you don't make
I guess it's just like breathing and not wanting to
There are some things you can't fake
I guess that it's typical
To cling to memories you'll never get back again
And to sort through old photographs
Of a summer long ago or a friend that you used to know
And there below
His frozen face
You wrote the name and that ancient date, that ancient date
And you can't believe that he's really gone
When all that's left is a fucking song and
I'm sorry about the phone call; and waking you.
I know that it is late,
But thank you for talking, because I needed to.
Some things just can't wait.

end_of__music @ 2005-07-05T23:53:00

2005-07-06T07:22:37Z

well i know this is hugely overdue. but i went to the oak bay grad like abillion years ago and i took pictures.

steph, chrispy and meagan in our carriage.

anna, and....her date? ...and....her mom? something like that.

miss courtney king.

me anna and alix.

i know alex...and homer...and his like nine year old girlfriend. but thats about it.

meagan.

caliegh and aly. (caliegh's the man)

cute!

the dining room.

our table.

katee and her date.

steph and chrispy.

incase you weren't sure what it was, the butter was labelled.

okay so prettiest girl of my life. i ran up to her and was like "you're the prettiest girl i've ever seen, can i take your picture?" i dont know her name.

people i dont reallu know the names of.

my date, alix, meagan and kimalia.

courtney and company.

anna and alix and that guy again.

a bug just flew into my mouth, thats gross.

hayley and ehr very coordinated date.

angie and anna. angie gave me a ride to this party in oak bay when i wasn't having too much fun at my pirates and dinosaurs party.

we played poker. meet our dealer. he was the best out of all of them.

our table.

plus alix.

my hand.

we got into it.

amye dominated. i did okay, i won like sisteen grand or something in the end.

whitney.

i dont really know them, but i wish we were friends.

someone, stephanie and courtney.

i liked her ensamble.

why do i look so short here? the guy in the middle's like four feet tall. not even joking.

well i apologize to bayley and linea for lastnight.

goodnight fella's

end_of__music @ 2005-06-16T20:48:00

2005-06-17T04:18:11Z

okay so i was looking for porridge when i found him. meet John. he's not really funny or interesting in anyway. well actually i havent read it at all, but i like random self autobiographies, so if your interested in people named john, check it out. anyway, on tuesday i went to claremont to give my new friend part of her birthday present.

new friend:

her names rinee. meet my not so new but still kind of recent friends.

alex.

and linea:

sexy. well anyway, that night i went to the interpreter and kindom of heaven with rinee and alex. i made alex leave half way through kindom of heaven to give me a ride up to uvic so i could go to wet grad. well i arrived at uvic just in time. we rented these two huge coachline busses.it was like an hour and ahalf drive to somewhere in sooke. started drinking early obviously. man, when we got there i was like blown away. this place was incredible. i'm going to find out where it is and go back. if anyone knows how to get there tell me. see for yourself.

i didn't even go exploring. i regret it. just look at that rickity old bridge.

that morning we all piled in the busses and came into to town and arrived at denny's. the lady asked if we were the reservation of 72. i thought we were so organized even making a reservation. so we pretty much took over denny's. and then afew minutes later an entire grade seven graduation class arived and found all of us still drunk ordering food and they had to find their own seats. i think i pretended to hit on them, but i dont know. then we all went back to vic high and passed out. we got our year books though. people need to sign mine. i have like no friends. and i think i lost my digits competition with hollie. bummer. now today i picked up my tuxedo for the oak bay grad which is tomorrow. it's so incredibly awesome, oh man. i might even buy it, if i can. i'm pretty excited about the dinner dance. i'll have pictures. but i'm going to try and go do some math and sleep. goodnight.

end_of__music @ 2005-06-13T23:20:00

2005-06-14T06:38:40Z

okay well first of all, i want to get a job at the currency exchange so i dont have to wear pants. with that said. today there was this group of superheroes by myschool. they were soo amazing. they've been traveling the world on bikes for 6 years. they've been all over north america and europe. and they do good deeds. like there was this delapidated old house by my school thats in really bad shape, and so they're fixing it up and doing construction work on it. and people donate food to them and sometimes money. and if they get money donations they give them away to good causes. and they all have capes and one guy had a shirt that said "BE!" and his cape had it painted on aswell. and another guy was like "hello, whats your name?" and i told him my name and he was like "i'm gratitude, nice to meet you" aznd they were soo cool. and i seriously contemplated dropping out of high school and joining them. but i think i'll wait till i'm done and then i'll find them and join them. man.

end_of__music @ 2005-06-06T21:54:00

2005-06-07T05:15:04Z

okay well joanna had my camera for awhile, so these are from acouple weeks ago.

so i went to claremont awhile ago and met up with ulysses and his friend graham and darion, who had a skim board with her. so we went here:

ulysses drew on himself. nothing new.

oh umm....its sideways....i dont know how to change that...so heres a sideways ulysses.

yeah darion like totally showed us up.

and just look how cute she is. damn. its sideways again.

i had a blast.

this deer was in darions back yard. she hates them because they pick on her dogs.

so i went to the oak bay tea party on saturday and someone gave me a stuffed pig.

atleast i think its a pig...

they can be friends!

bye.

end_of__music @ 2005-06-03T19:07:00

2005-06-04T02:08:00Z

DEVIN
D	is for	Dramatic
E	is for	Elegant
V	is for	Vain
I	is for	Impassioned
N	is for	Neglected

What Does Your Name Mean?

umm, i think thats pretty close.

end_of__music @ 2005-06-01T21:47:00

2005-06-02T04:48:26Z

end_of__music @ 2005-06-01T18:50:00

2005-06-02T01:50:13Z

okay so new years this year me, joanna, cherry, merkadie, and brooke all went to this party up on finlayson. well it got broken up by like 11 or something which was lame. well everyone else went went to some other party somewhere or a parkade or something. we were pretty damn cold so we just decided to go back to merkadies place. well brooke took off someone and we got tired of looking so we decided that she was probably alright on her own. so i pushed merkadie in a shopping cart all the way home because she couldn't wear her shoes. man it was cold. well we got to her place, and new years was the most unenthusiastic thing i've ever seen. well tim came over and we were hanging out when booke showed up with this guy. man this guy was hillarious. he was pretty big and the dumbest shit i've ever seen. me and time talked to him for awhile. our conversations were pretty much:
Me: "so, what school do you go to?"
Tool: "mount doug."
me: "you like....sports?"
Tool: "yeah."
then he went in to the kitchen and some how managed to cut his hand open on a rather dull knife. so he went up to merkadie and was like "i cut myself." with no expression on his face. man this guy was awesome. well i found it funny.

harmar is so sexy,

2005-05-26T05:28:09Z

i dont know why, but i find that picture hillarious. maybe its because he's hitting on a pillow with a mask on it. maybe its because it reminds me of whipped. gross.

aiden knight.

so awhile back my turn table broke. i was pretty bummed because i couldn't listen to any records. so yesterday i tried to take it apart and fix it, as i do with anything that breaks in my presence. well so far everything i've taken on has failed and ended in pieces on my floor. and this was no exception. until today. i was like so ontop of things, i found a rubber band and i put it on and did all this stuff and i actually fixed something. like oh my god. its true. look.

zoom.

i built a house in the last five minutes of carpentry.

guard dog.

tony.

so alittle while ago this girl that goes to oak bay had a birthday and she had a bunch of baloons. and i really liked her butterfly baloon. so i complimented her on it. and she gave it to me. probably my favourite day.

i dont know if you guys have seen this. there's a better one but jasmin stole it. yeah thats me. in grade five.

goodnight guys.

i suck.

2005-05-24T03:34:50Z

weekend was good...i think. friday i saw starwars. R2D2 provided comic relief. i'm not sure how i feel about that. saturday i went up to cordova bay for ulysses birthday party. i went for a swim in the ocean. among other things. i feel like such a creep. and alittle bit of a woman. sunday i saw unleashed with ulysses. it was really good and it made me cry. today i went shopping and bought shoes and the complete beethoven box set on vynil in perfect condition. its awesome.
i'm not sure what i need right now, but i hope it's an action film.

crayons are taken for granted.

2005-05-10T23:35:56Z

umm....so i hate my school. i never want to go again, ever.

in other news, i have a twin, i can do a backflip and i found a skateboard on sunday night and gave it a home. oh and i think i broke my camera.

and i love this song.

dear jaime...sincerely me.

2005-05-08T07:02:53Z

i love it when other parents drive you home and wait and watch to see if you made it through the door okay. so much love.

end_of__music @ 2005-04-30T12:58:00

2005-04-30T19:59:51Z

i thought it was cool.

now i just kind of think its oliver twist.

end_of__music @ 2005-04-30T12:56:00

2005-04-30T19:57:55Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Devin
Birthday:	october 15th
Birthplace:	victoria
Current Location:	victoria
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	like 5'9"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	icelandic
The Shoes You Wore Today:	pokedot high tops
Your Weakness:	kryptonite
Your Fears:	growing old, being alone, the next time i meet someone they wont remember who i am. being forgoten.
Your Perfect Pizza:	i dont care that much.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	grow wings and fly away.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lame question.
Thoughts First Waking Up:	i'm still alive...
Your Best Physical Feature:	i dont think i have one.
Your Bedtime:	varies
Your Most Missed Memory:	my childhood. all of it.
Pepsi or Coke:	dont care, they both kind of suck.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	they're both gross.
Single or Group Dates:	single.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	shut up.
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee:	depends.
Do you Smoke:	no.
Do you Swear:	i dont like to, but i do.
Do you Sing:	i wish.
Do you Shower Daily:	yes.
Have you Been in Love:	i dont know.
Do you want to go to College:	or university.
Do you want to get Married:	yes.
Do you belive in yourself:	not one bit.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no.
Do you think you are Attractive:	no.
Are you a Health Freak:	sometimes. i go through phases.
Do you get along with your Parents:	not really.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	no.
Do you play an Instrument:	drums and guitar.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes.
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	not an entire one.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yes, i have.
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	i dont think so, maybe and i just dont remember.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	i stole a cane from the belfrey.
Ever been Drunk:	yes.
Ever been called a Tease:	i dont think so...
Ever been Beaten up:	no.
Ever Shoplifted:	when i was like 9 me and my friend stole 20 action figures from the bay. not joking.
How do you want to Die:	stabbed in the heart.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	hit man.
What country would you most like to Visit:	venice.
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue.
Favourite Hair Color:	blonde probably, maybe black.
Short or Long Hair:	could go either way.
Height:	i dont know short tall. does really matter as long as they're not like way too short or too tall.
Weight:	not fat. i actually dont really care.
Best Clothing Style:	i really like ghetto chicks. like ho bags. i find myself strangely attracted to them. i also like girls with small feet. i dont know why.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	not alot. afew.
Number of CDs I own:	over 200
Number of Piercings:	one
Number of Tattoos:	i'm not sure if i'm going to get one yet.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	all of it.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

end_of__music @ 2005-04-20T17:33:00

2005-04-21T00:40:10Z

i know.

i'm such a creep.

further more i think i've grown. first kathleens all like "devin you've grown soo much" and i just blew it off like "whatev, you're on crack." but then today some one, i can't remember who, said the same thing and it wasn't just my shoes.

proof:

the view from my head down. on my messy messy porch.

end_of__music @ 2005-04-09T21:40:00

2005-04-10T04:46:28Z

i put my bass drum pedal through my bass drum today.

yeah it sucks. now i have to go spend $20 on a new skin.

end_of__music @ 2005-04-06T17:38:00

2005-04-07T01:50:40Z

okay so i got an 8-track today.

my carpentry teacher gave it to me today. along with the beatles 1962-1966. the only problem is it lights on fire.

i'll just clean it out or something, it can't be that hard to fix.

my math class.

hanna.

she looks like when everyone thinks mr. burns is and alien and he emerges from the forest.

ffion.

mr.meyer.

today we had a practice test in chemistry and me and sean worked together and out of the first 22 multiple choice questions, we got 6 correct.

hey little sister.

shotgun.

jenna and suzy. suzy can't eat and throws up alot. okay thats a lie.

the other one.

maximum kendal.

the house we're building.

such a cute dog.

they're soooo cuuuteee!

so like last week i was waiting for my friend when i thought i saw my friend brooke. so i ran up behind her and gave her a big hug. well this girl looked so much like brooke that i stood there for about 15 seconds just staring at her until i yelled oh my god and ran out of off the wall as fast as i could. boy was that embarassing.

i love this song.

end_of__music @ 2005-04-03T18:58:00

2005-04-04T02:04:53Z

okay so everyone meet ill mitch.

he's a rapper from russia, yet he currently resides in florida.

he raps about riding his skate board with a boner or something...

visit him here or listen to his hit single fast and danger here

I want his cd soooo bad.

end_of__music @ 2005-03-30T22:05:00

2005-03-31T06:06:28Z

watching queer eye for the straight guy on mute while listening to indie rock and roll. seems like a good way to spend a wensday night.

hammer time.

2005-03-31T02:09:36Z

Imusic MEME from courtney via zach.

so i'm really flatter that my friend zach kenny_ben07 wrote me into is live journal. so here it goes.

1) Total number of music files on your computer:

Umm well not that many because whenever i buy a cd i erase the songs off my computer. but i have just under 2,000 songs on here.

2) The last cd you bought:

I bought the bonzo dog band cornology. which has like every song on it. its so amazing but its a present for my dad. i'll probably keep it in my room though. but for myself the last cd i bought was the chronicles of life and death by good charlotte. sooooo goood.

3a) The last song i listened to before writing this:

the world is black buy good charlotte.

3b) Song You're listening to right now:

sailor song by regina spector.

4) Five songs i listen to that mean alot.

cute when you scream - senses fail
love rhymes with hideous car accident - blood brothers
clark gable - postal service
skates - hayden
thats all - genesis

5) Five people to pass this to:

umm i'm too lazy to find out their live journal names and stuff.so umm...

chloe - because i need someone to fill the gap.
sarah - because i need someone to fill the gap.
alix - because i'm curious
spencer - becasue i love him
mischa and zoe - because i love them.

okay so as i moved on i realized the first two were really harsh. sooo i love everyone.

look at how cute they are.

so i wish i got excited about things. i'm pretty sure i'm like impervious to excitement. actually. two of my friends flew in from germany and i havent seen either in a year, and i'm not excited to see them one bit. its not like i dont want to. i just dont feel excitement. and i wasn't excited for taste of chaos. i guess i'm kind of excited for my new ring.

end_of__music @ 2005-03-30T07:49:00

2005-03-30T15:50:46Z

yeah i dont even know what i was saying. she was pretty gross. its because i only caught the end of the ad, the part with out her. and i thought she looked like ana from the oc. now she was hot. so much better than summer, i dont even get it.

you nigga's playin russian roulette with automatics.

2005-03-29T21:33:57Z

umm so the following things are amzing.
the new good charlotte cd. actually one of my favourite cd's.
love it or hate it by the game ft. 50 cent. i've realized the only rap songs i like are ones that dont fit the stereo type of drug dealer and shoot outs and aren't demeaning to women. i know its really corny, but its true.
the doot doot doot doot doo-doo dooot, doo-doo-doo doot doot doot doot doo-doo doot from lets go by shawn desman. so good.
chocolate sandwiches.
my speed racer movie.
and my new pokadot high tops.

end_of__music @ 2005-03-23T15:20:00

2005-03-23T23:27:03Z

today was lame. no one wanted to do anything. so i went out for a walk and thought i'd just wander the isles of stores. i tried on hand lotion that toby reccomended. it made my hands shiney, which i didn't like. and it made them smell like waffles. it felt amazing but i dont think its the lotion for me. i looked at womens parasuco jeans but i couldn't find the ones i want. i went to denny's again today and ordered a milk shake. and finally i went to walmart and juggled bouncy balls and then threw them at clerks and ran and hid. i also bought a toothbrush. i wanted the red one, but at the last moment i couldn't figure out if it was red or pink, so i went for the slightly more manly blue. all day i didn't wear socks. i woke up this morning and decided i wasn't going to today. taste of chaos tomorrow. i'm excited.

end_of__music @ 2005-03-11T17:42:00

2005-03-12T03:26:10Z

what do you call some one that studies dinosaurs as their profession? i wanna say its a dinocologist, but i dont think it is. i got a new phone, so you guys can call me annnnyyyy tiiiimmmmeee. 884-6001. i took a picture of this old man on with my new phone and i wanted to post it but i dont have a chord and i dont want to send it from the laptop to this computer and then post it and everything.
bye.